"You're at the age of not believing...

and worst of all, you doubt yourself."


My brother made me really sad. It disappoints me that she lost all our pictures. My math GV makes me sad. I want to give up. *sniffles*


I don't really have time to be blogging. Ug.

Goodbye.

Do you exist?

Yesterday was fun! I spent the night at Bro's. We watched four of our six Disney movies. We started off with Enchanted. Gah. I love that movie. Then we headed over to Mulan and Mulan 2. And ended with The Little Mermaid 2. I actually stayed up all night. I am so proud of myself. We got up and headed off to get Bro's prom dress. She looked gorgeous. She is gorgeous. They brought me home and I went to Walmart with my mommy and sister. I got to drive my car. I need a name for it. Ug. I went to Mamaw's and had some cake. I quite enjoy visiting with my grandparents. They crack me up. I talked to MacTay on the phone for a while. I MISS her SOOOO much. I love my big sis. She's one of the few people I can always just pick up right where I left off and tell her anything. I trust her so much. Anyways, I've had a fabulous day. And, my iTunes just started playing Good Time. I love line dances. Hahahah.

Like brother says,
Peace and Blessings ♥

How do you know he loves you?

Who am I kidding? No one finds the love of their life when they're 15 years old. Why can't relationships happen like in fairytales? Why can't everyone be a Cinderella or a Gisselle? I'm so jealous of all these girls who know what they're going to do with their lives. It's crazy to think, but two more years of school and I'm out in the world alone. I'm not sure where I want to go to school or what I want to major in. Watching Ward go through the college process is insane. There's so much stress and so much to do and you barely have time to do anything else but paperwork. I'm dreading the papers and applications and craziness, but I'm feeling that the time is coming. The time is coming to where I've got to get away from the big ole DC and make something of myself. I want to get married and have babies and enjoy my time here on earth. I want to live in my fairytale. But anyways, I'm really proud of Ward and his college decision. He got the Teaching Fellows Scholarship to Western and was one of the 3 saxophones picked to be in the studio. He's my best friend in all of the world. He knows exactly what to say to everything. I'm super thankful that God put him back in my life. I am going to miss him like crazy next year. Like you don't even know. He's my rock, and will be forever. I've already decided that I'm going to find a way to go visit him. I really, really wonder what I ever did without him. I'm dreading the day if graduation. I'm dreading the day I have to tell him goodbye and won't see him for months straight. Ug, it's going to kill me, but he's promised me lots of skype dates, so I will be fine. I am Carrie Miller, and there is no one like me.

This weekend promises to be exciting because I'm going to help my brother find her prom dress. I can't wait (:

What's Your Favorite Cookie?

So, my iPod software is updating and it's taking ten billion years.

Update on my life:

Thursday was the band festival we got a SUPERIOR! The whole band jumped up and everyone was so excited. I was walking outside with Jimeson and he hugged me he was so excited. I'm so proud of us. We did a fantastic job!

Friday:
Brooke and Haley came over. I love those two girls dearly. We always have the best times. They brighten my life. I don't know what i'd do without them.

Saturday:
Hung out with my girls until about 11ish. I then cleaned up things and did laundry and took a shower. I moved my car and walked over to my uncle's house. I stayed over there for a while and listened to Meredith sing and read a book to Madelyn. Came home and moved all the cars around to help my parentals clean up our yard. I then went to the Mellow Mushroom and an adventure in Downtown Winston with the Davis'. That was so much fun. I love them so much. We then ventured to Walmart and I saw Ms.McClamrock, so of course I walked around Walmart with her. She's so much fun. I love her so much. I miss her terribly!

Sunday:
Today I woke up and got ready for church. I then came home and attempted to get started on my Math GV but didn't really. I went to Mamaw's for lunch and listened to Meredith sing again. She's so good. I'm really proud of her. I then proceeded to go to my other grandparents house and then my grandpa was like "I need to go to Foster's." So, I drove the little PT Cruiser over to Foster's and I remembered that Ward was working, so me being the creep that I am, I walk in and he turns around and I'm pretty sure I was the last person he expected to see. Hehehehe, but I'm very sure that I brightened his day. We back to my grandparents house and got to drive the new car home. WOOOOOOO! Now that I tried to finish working on my Math GV, I should prolly go study world history now.

You be the prince and I'll be the princess..

Best Joke EVER:

Ward: I'm folding laundry!
Me: I bet you are having loads of fun! Ahaha, loads! Get it? Like loads of laundry?
Ward: You are special, but i'm not gonna lie, that made me chuckle!




Also, he's getting me a castle with a dragon and a moat.




I love our conversations. They are never dull and boring. They always put a smile on my face. I would not trade my best friend for anything. ♥

Angry Birds

Dear birds and time change, I hate you.

This weekend was a little boring. Nothing too exciting happened. I took a nap yesterday and it was wonderful. I woke up and then I was starving so I ate fries and I wasn't hungry when supper came around. I'm really sleepy right now, but I love falling asleep/waking up to texts from my sunshine. I finished the first four seasons of How I Met Your Mother on DVD. I started season 1 of CSI last night. I'm two episodes in and i'm hooked again. I'm not really excited for school today. It's not going to be as awesome as last week. Friday was the greatest day I've had in a really long time. I can't wait to talk to Haley and Brooke. I need to express my excitement for life. Anyways, it's time to find my shoes and finish getting ready for school.

Adios amigos!

"He an Onion"

Dear fellow bloggers,

I have failed to update you lately. This week has been absolutely wonderful and crazy. Tuesday I stayed after school and went to Subway with the crew. Melanie and I were beasty ticket sellers and Colonel Hales LOVES us. I mean, LOVES. I make his days. He's so nice. We hung out in the band room. I talked to Edwin and Ward for a while. I left and went home and did that ridiculous math homework that Ms.Shore just HAD to send in fourth period.

Wednesday wasn't anything special. Melanie and I skipped 35ish minutes in 3rd period to go get ticket money from all the teachers that didn't have any money. Hahaha, I love my best friend so much.

Thursday was band concert day. I went out with Rob, Ward and Taylor to McDonald's after school and Rachael, Karla and Paul joined us eventually. Talking with Haley and Brooke always make my days better. They're so wonderful. I love my best friends! I got home and fell asleep texting/attempting to do my homework. Hahaha, I got nothing done.

Today I woke up late. We left my house late. Got to mamaw's late. Left there late. Bleh. It was a rough start to the day. Got to school and dropped my stuff in Ms.Shore's room and went and asked Wogatzke if we had a quiz. Thank God we didn't. Went out to the buses and talked to Tonya for a bit. Came back to the BR and talked to Taylor and Ward. First period begins and we're getting our tests back from yesterday and someone was like what was the class average, 82. What was the highest grade, 95. Who made the 95? That's right. I did. WOOHOO! I'm real proud of myself. Spanish was cool, like always. I love that class. Ms.Davis cracks me up and of course Caroline makes me giggle. Then off to third period, the guy that worked with us made me laugh. Hahhahaha, he's funny. Ate lunch with Ward. I've missed him so much. Went to fourth period and we just had an absolutely wonderful pep rally. I mean wonderful. Not. It was really boring, but at least I got to sit with my brother and best friend. Walked with Ward to the breezeway. Daddy came to get me. Now I'm listening to Don't You Wanna Stay by Kelly Clarkson and Jason Aldean. I love this song.

Like Bro says,
Peace & Blessings (:

It's a goofy thing to say, but hey, I'm doing alright (:

I changed up my music on this here playlist. I was getting tired of my old stuff. Well, in case you guys are wondering, I'm having a fantastic start to the week.

I wake up and I get a good morning text. Boy. I have missed those. I'm glad Ward is back in my bubble. I've missed texting so much. (:

First period went by faster than I thought it would. Went to homeroom and then stopped by to see Wogatzke and then Jimeson on the way to K-Pod. They are definitely two of my favorite teachers at Davie. Second period went by faster than usual. I love Caroline and Shannon. Ms.Davis always makes me laugh. She's really funny. I love how Shannon's dictionary said the word wife was mujer and Ms.Davis read our sentence about Fred going shopping for his woman. Hhahahhahahah. Made my day. Third period rolls around and I hear a story that really pissed me off. I could've punched a wall. I hope Brooke, Haley and I can have a sleepover on Friday. I think it's much needed. I love those girls. Next, it's lunch time. I eat in the BR and tell Ward a stupid story and he's got a ridiculous remark. Hahhaa. I love the excitement of that room. Fourth period rolls around and we're looking up lego keychains for Claire and Allie. I just love Caroline and all her stories of the day. She makes me giggle. I don't believe Wogatzke and how he told me that Noah has Scarlet Fever. I'm still waiting on the email to confirm that. Hahhaha. I get home and I finished ALL of my homework and I feel accomplished. I texted my sunshine until he left to get his saxophone. I miss him. I love our conversations. They make me giggle. Tomorrow Adrienne decided to sign me up for that blasted 8th grade curriculum night. Woo. But really, I'm real excited. I can't wait to spend time with the crazy band nerds. They're my favorite people in the whole world.

Joey's Section:

It's Joe's birthday tomorrow. The big ONE SIX. 16. I already gave him his birthday present. We have so much fun together. I couldn't ask for a better person to talk to when i'm upset/ bored. We've been friends since grade 3 and I'm pretty sure there's nothing going to change that. I'm glad I have him and his family to support me through whatever. When we're together, it's just a bunch of laughing. I seriously don't think I have laughed as much as I did last Friday. It was great. I love him and his family. I can't wait for the next movie and pizza night. It'll be so much fun. His whole family is so dear to my heart. They're some of the best people in the whole wide world. They make me smile and I love them to death. Always and forever. Thank you guys for being there for me and checking on me. It means the world.

I Close My Eyes

I started the 100 picture challenge today. I'm kinda excited because I love pictures.

I was looking through some old ones today and I saw my god awful sunglasses line and it made me miss my tan and sunlight and pools and happiness. I miss waking up and having fun with kids all day. I miss not worrying about who texted me until after five and then falling asleep texting Ward and waking up to a message saying "you fell asleep!" I miss when all I cared about was spending time with Melanie and going to Carowinds. I miss killing myself at band camp because I've forgotten what it's like to be outside and being productive. I miss car rides with the slutbucket and trips to Miller's against my will. I miss going on field trips and hanging out with Jenny. I love her. I miss crazy adventures with Ms.Tonya and going to youth camp with her and Krista. Life during the summer is a crazy rush. I can't wait for this summer when I get to spend all day with Clairebear and Macey and have every Friday off. I can't wait for summer and being tan and hanging out with my best friends and being awesome. Sunlight brings happiness, warmth and love. Winter just brings nasty coldness and hate. I'm glad the weather is warming up.

I'm dreading the day of graduation. I'm not ready for Ward to leave. He is a wonderful best friend. I couldn't ask for a better person to just sit and rant to. I probably would punch me in the face. He makes me incredibly happy. I really wouldn't trade that for anything. I don't know what I'd do without him. God obviously put him in my life for a reason. We're really close, we were before and we are after. I love it. I know he's going to be there for me through everything forever. No matter where life takes us.

Like Allison said at church today, God created us to forgive others. I'm working on it. I want to be an example for my girls. I want to shine with the spirit of Christ. I want to be an example that parents want for their kids. I don't want to be left behind.

All that I'm after, is a life full of laughter,

As long as I'm laughing with you (:

Baby you're a fireeeeewoooooorrrkkk!


I'm watching CSI and this episode is freaking me out. I love this show. I woke up and called my Kimmy and sang happy birthday to her. I love my second mommy! I got up and showered and cleaned my room and stuff and I've been texting my sunshine all day. I'm glad he's back in my world. It makes me happy. He makes me happy. I've felt so lost without him. Anyways, I'm real excited to spend this evening with Kimmy and Melly and John-o!!

Last night was tons of fun. I had forgotten how much I laugh when I'm with the Davis's. I gotta start going over there more. I've got so much stuff to do and not enough time. It's crazy.

I can't wait for school on Monday (:

Like my brother says;
Peace and blessings (:

I whip my hair back and forthhhh

Joey is making me blog, so i'm going to write about today.

1. I FREAKING HATE THIS COMPUTER. SO FREAKING MUCH.
2. Joey came to get me and we went to Pizza Hut and we had mucho lots of laughter and fun (:

We are now watching How I Met Your Mother. I love this show.

I'm really tired.

Adios (:

Exhaustion.

So, I was looking through Bro's pictures and this one made me giggle:


Well, life is still kind of crazy. Thank God Ward is back. I've missed talking to him. Life sucks without him. I love Haley and Brooke and Melly. They make my life. I've run out of things to say. I'm tired.