It's you and me and all other people :)

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn? That's alright, because I like the way it hurts.... yeah, I love the way you lie.






I'm putting on my shades to cover up my eyes,
I'm jumpin' in my ride,
I'm heading out tonight,
I'm solo, I'm riding solo,
I'm riding solo, I'm riding solo, sooloooo.







When I was younger,
I saw my daddy cry,
And cursed at the wind,
He broke his own heart,
And i watched,
As he tried to re-assemble it,

And my momma swore,
that she would never let herself forget,
And that was the day that I promised,
I'd never sing of love,
If it does not exist,

But darlin',
You, are, the only exception
But, you, are, the only exception
But, you, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception.



These songs have captured my interest lately. I love them. Melanie and I jam when we're in the car. This week has been interesting. From band camp to surprising my girls at day camp.. to hanging out in children's church with Claire and Macey, my girlie pies. This is the LAST week of day camp before school starts. I'm not sure if I'm ready for this part of my life to be over yet.. but it is coming.. and coming faster than I wish to believe. This is probably going to be the last summer I'm going to be a free person... not tied down by the workforce. Unfortunately, my father told me I have to have a real job next summer... won't this be fun... getting my license in May though. That excites me greatly. I've been searching for my place in this world. I've found my best friend who knows me better than anyone. We're together so much... it's like i'm part of her family.. and vice versa. I've found my favorite person, and that is not likely to change for a while. I love her more than the world and everyone around me knows that. I watched Charlie St.Cloud today and that story is about how saving someone's life can help them save someone else in the future. And, how sometimes you just have to let go of people and move on. Seeing this movie touched me, considering I have problems with letting go. It just hurts. I'm so ready for The Last Song to come out on DVD. That book/movie are both AMAZING. I loved them both. I'm considering reading it again because I love it. I'm preparing myself for the beginning of sophomore year.. walking down the halls without my former group of friends standing there.. walking to first period without Brittany. It's kind of a bummer, but maybe i'll make new friends. And, I'm going to miss Jamie because of all his slutbucket comments in my ear. They make me giggle to the extreme. I'm in for a headache of people this year since pretty much everyone gets on my nerves. Walter and I decided to be best friends this year. We're working on a super cool handshake. Hahah, yesss! I'm where I am for a reason. It'll all work out in the end. I'm ready for my life to come to a calm place where I'm not so exhausted all the time, but i'm pretty sure that it's just getting started. And here I will close with one of my all time favorite quotes from someone who I barely knew, but they still meant a lot to me, "If life gives you lemons, then you are gonna have a frown on your face."