Random emotions, yo.

So, I really hate liars.

Don't tell me we are going to be best friends and then sit around and ignore me. Don't tell me you're not going to forget about me and then pretend I don't exist. Don't tell me you're gonna text me back and then let me sit around waiting. I'm tired of this. Tired of it.


Anyways funny thing from yesterday:
Me: What's up with all these old pictures on fb?!
Tonya: I took pictures of a picture.
-She's crazy, but I still love her all the same.


I miss the people of day camp. Claire Elizabeth texted me on Kelly's phone yesterday. I miss them so much. I can't wait til they get home from the beach and I can finally hang out with them.

So, I'm ready for school to start. I'm tired of sitting around my house waiting on daddy and Emily to wake up and then doing nothing. It sucks.

I have no classes with my best friends which is kind of a bummer on life. They're my rocks, and it's kind of hard for that to work out when they aren't there. Bah.

I'm getting ready for a flashback from the past. South Davie open house is tonight for Emily. Boy, won't that be peachy fun. Guessing I'ma go chill in McClamrock's room for a while. Hahah, win.

I'm ready for things to go back to normal. For time to calm down. For things to become a regular schedule. This random stuff is killing me. I'm so tired all the time. I guess that means I should sleep more, huh?

I miss my friends that went away to college. I wish them all the best. It looks like they are having the time of their lives, without me, but it's time for me to let go and move on. They don't need me anymore. I'll get my turn at all the fun, later.

Oh, and also, I'm really tired of this person stalking me and like freaking out because I don't want to date him. Just get over it. He doesn't understand that liking someone else doesn't mean I wanna date someone else. It's not like I have any way to go out on a date anyway, which kind of limits those options, budd.

So, every time I get a text thinking it's someone cool that will make interesting conversation. I look down and it's just Mel. We have the dumbest conversations. Bah.