Is it enough?

Thursday: Saw Tonya twice. Talked on the phone with Mel for 2 hours.

Friday: Picture day. Left school right before 4th period. It was game day. I wasn't there. Sooooooo bummed. Heard they won, texted him 'as much as possible.' Got so many I miss you texts. You guys have no idea how bad I wanted to be there. Davie is where my heart is. I love my school and the spirit of the marching band.

I don't know how this happened, but it's like I went from being a hard core, non sentimental person, to total mush. Mel thinks it's because of you. I'm glad though. Change is good. We can't stay the same forever. I used to tell her to give up on her dreams because it was never gonna happen, but then you came along and somehow changed my whole perspective on this stuff. I sit there and I think about you all day long. It's worse than the song that gets stuck in your head. No one has ever made me feel this way before and I just don't know what to do. You make me happier in the time I talk to you than I've been all day. I love you, <3

Today: chillin'and doing hw til noon. Jon and Tiff's wedding today, I love them. I can't wait to hold baby Tyler. I haven't seen him since last November. Problem? Yeeeah.