Thanks for ignoring me, yo.

You just don't understand. Bah. Becoming closer to other people while growing away from others.


I think that the most difficult part of high school is finding that group of people that you belong with. My group is my girls. I don't know where I'd be without them. They're the best things that have happened to me in a really long time.

I find the people that used to be my friends... way before the entrance of high school... no longer my best friends. They're just people I know, and I just smile and wave in the halls and sometimes not even that. They tend to get on my nerves, but I guess that's because my friends tend to be from the band room. If you don't know anything in band, chances are we aren't going to be very close. I spend hours out of my day in that room. It's where I feel the most comfortable. I'm not afraid to be me in there. I'm not afraid to randomly dance, or to talk as loud as I can. I'm not afraid to be different.

I didn't realize til this year how much I have changed from my 6th grade year to now. I'm a completely different person. My thoughts are more out there and random. I'm not afraid to speak my mind. I'm not afraid to tell it like it is. I think this is a result of how different things are in high school. You think out of the box. You aren't consumed with much drama because it's easier to avoid because of all the people. The freshmen this year tend to stick around in bands. Oh my gosh. They have taken over our entire lunchroom. There is barely space to walk by, and by gosh, they are really rude. I so don't remember being like that, but I guess that's because I tended to fall where ever the upper classmen were.

Today was alright.

First period I finished everything, so no homework in there. Check plus.

Second period I was not so lucky. Vocabulary and All Quiet on the Western Front is due tomorrow. What fun.

Third period is my favorite class. Bailey, Anna and I studied for our AP World Ch.1 quiz. I do believe I missed like four. We were supposed to be working on our Ch.2 questions, but like nobody did. It was more like chill time. Check plus.

Fourth period was interesting. Some crazies got some highlighter like greenish/yellow and had capes/turbans/sashes.

Walter is a nameless superhero.

Erin is going to join the Miss Congeniality pageant. (Technically a scholarship program. Mel and I think she will win.)

And I'm not so sure about the rest.

Marching was okay, but it could have been better. It was just so stinkin' hot. We came back inside for like the remainder of the day and Elizabeth tried to teach us how to dougie. After that, I went and took Ms.Tonya her new Davie High War Eagle Bands t-shirt. Hahah, heck yes! I'm so excited. I love that woman so much. I love the whole like three minutes out of my day that I get to spend time talking with her. She's so wonderful. I'm not sure there is a better person out there. I love the fact that I wake up super early like every day just to tell her good morning. The replies always make my day better. Always. Even my nameless superhero of a best friend tends to make my mornings so much better with my good morning texts. I love my life. I love my friends. I'm hoping i'll be making more friends this semester, so that when it's my time to become a junior, i'll still have some friends since my group seems to graduate every year. :/

Friday is game day. Who else is excited?! ♥