Just breathe, everything is going to be okay..

Why can't we live in a world without fear, without pain, without suffering, a world where everyone could get along, a world without suicide, a world without danger?

Too bad it's not going to happen, too bad we only care about ourselves, too bad people want to ruin other peoples lives, too bad no one can be happy. It's just too bad.

Part of this was my status on facebook yesterday and someone commented it and said, "I imagine this is what Heaven will be like." I quite agree. I hope it is like this.

I learned today during 2nd period that in the Jewish faith they don't know if there is a Heaven or a Hell, so they just live their life doing good because they don't know what happens or if there is an afterlife. Jewish faith is more deeds. I personally am a Christian and this Rabbi we were listening to said that Christian people rely more on faith. I'm glad I have that faith holding me together.

So, I'd like to say that I made Bailey's life today with my, 'I refuse to go see that man. (Why?) HE LOOKS LIKE A TURTLE!" She loves me. I made her cry from laughing so hard. I'm pretty sure I just got some weird looks from Mr.Wogatzke. He's cool. I'm doing quite a lot more work than I used to. I'm lovin' it.

Also, yesterday, Rachel Whitaker. Oh this girl. Oooh my. Well, we were walking to 2nd period and she goes, "I burned a hole through my northface" and shows Chelsea and me. I proceeded to get the story and busted out laughing. I love that girl. She brightens my days. I ran into her on the way to lunch today and that also just added sunshine to my day. <3

Yesterday during fourth period was absolutely ridiculous. I just can't even talk about it. I left class to go talk to Haley in the bathroom. How I miss her so. I can't wait until she turns 16 and gets that license. We're going to be riding over to that place we call IHOP. It will be great. She's a fantastic friend. She's always there when I need someone for advice and just to listen. I love you Haley!

Also, again with yesterday, Taylor was LATE to first period, but we made a cute alien baby and I pledged to her. I worship her. Hahahh, she's awesome. We're always laughing and might I say, our review game team today was freaking amazing. Beastly.

My life has been crazy lately. I finally got to spend time with Joey. This is where i'm going to proceed to talk about how awesome he is. He's been there since we were in grade three. We may disagree on quite a lot of things, but he's always one to listen to everything I say. We share lots of laughter and a great friendship. I love you Joe!!

Now, just for the record, Melanie, Jenn and I were sitting the band room the other day during lunch and I just thought we had about the best conversation ever. Also, I drew Melanie a note and it was just freaking beastly. I love it. I love my friends.

My friends are my support. I'd be lost without them. Who else would let me call them and talk to me for an hour? Brittany. That's who. She's amazing. I miss her. I miss the conversations we would have in the lunch room and standing in the halls. I just plain miss it.

Also, there's always Ward. We've both been going through a lot of drama within the band room lately and I love the fact that I know he's going to be there for me at the end of the day. Even though he makes fun of my accent, I can't help but love him. We've been through a lot just this week and i'm just glad we've made it out alive together. ♥