Wind

My life is flashing before my eyes. I wake up and it's rush rush rush. I feel like I never see Ward and that kills me. Last night Caroline got so excited because she found out Ward and I have kissed. Wooohoo! Hahhaha, some characters make my life so much better. Rachel freakin' Whitaker was all up at the game and I saw her and I got all excited! I quite enjoy my many friends. I love seeing their faces every day. I just wish I got to spend as much time with Ward as I do them, and I don't see a lot of them enough. *sigh* I sometimes wish I had enough time to get away. Enough time to calm down and sleep and get everything done without having to rush my life away. I quite enjoy my weekly chat with Brittany. It's nice to have someone who cares even though they don't really have to.

So, I wish I spent more time with my boyfriend. I mean we see each other, but we never get to be alone. I hate that. I hate to be the ridiculous girlfriend, but I can't stand never being with him. There's always someone watching us and it drives me crazy. There's always people that start rumors and stuff too. It's funny to hear what they have to say, but it's so not even close to true. If you really hate me that much, just tell me to my face. Don't make up some rumor that makes absolutely no sense. Ward and I are dating because we like each other. Not because of all the crazy reasons people seemed to have formed. Wednesday it will be two months with him. I'm glad I found him. He has completely taken my heart and I wouldn't have it any other way. I'm falling deeper. I know I am because every time I see him my heart skips a beat. It's crazy, I know, but I love him.

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on." ♥
^That was Kristina's status. I love it.