Tears of love

I want you to understand that I say things like that because I love you. If I didn't, I'd keep everything bottle up inside and return to being negative all the time. I can't express how much I've changed over the past few months. I don't want to go back to the person I was last year. I kinda feel like I blow things put of proportion. I know I said I didn't trust you earlier, but that was out of anger. You're my life and I do trust you. I just wish you would listen to me. I'm honestly surprised you still want me after I blew up. I want everything to go back to being okay. I want to look you in the eyes and know that everything is okay and nothing will tear us apart. I want the whole world to know that you're mine and that I'm proud of us together. I can't help it that I have strong beliefs, and you knew that before everything. There's still so much I want to learn about you. I want us to grow as a couple and face the world together no matter what punches us in the face. When I look at you, I see sunshine. All my worries go away while we're together. You give me chills and butterflies in my tummy. I don't want anyone else. As far as I'm concerned, you're all I could ever want. You already took my heart and turned me into a mushy mess. I know some people will think this is silly, but it's kind of obvious that I'm absolutely in love with you. Nothing can possibly change my feelings. I know we don't always agree, but I mean, who does? Please don't ever let go of me. I'll be a disaster. I love you. I love you. I love you.