Another day, another year. We made it.

2010... Where to begin... Started out the year as a freshman with no reality and in a very angry mood. I didn't like people, they didn't like me. It all started in concert band. My group of girls that I find myself loving are the result of that class. I could not ask for better friends. I love them so much. Graduation hit and I thought it was the worst day ever. I sat with Ward(We had decided to become best friends.) and watched all of my group graduate and walk away from Davie. Turns out that I survived and I grew away from them and realized I'll be okay. It's no big deal and I still love them, but life moves on.

Summer hit. Boy was I in for something. I volunteered at Blaise Baptist Church Summer Day Camp every single day from 7 to 5, no pay. I went from the Youth Room to Mocksville Elementary for breakfast and then I returned back to church in time to do sounds for the assembly and then I spent the day helping around and staying mostly with pre k and kindergarten. Next thing I knew, i'd be in the bed by 7. It was exhausting. I worked with Joslynn and we always had a great time with the kids l, but my heart was taken by three second grades: Claire, Mollie and Tanner. I'd give my life for them. I love watching them grow and learn through Jesus. Another thing about this summer was that I strengthened my bond with Ms.Tonya. That woman has always been there for me and I cannot express my love for her. She's beautiful and amazing and is always, always here for me. This summer I kinda hit a deep depression. It was terrible. I seemed depressed and angry all the time. I talked things out with Mrs. Joye and Mr. Ken and I understood I was going to have to get away from everything and just be me. I spent a lot of time with Mel and I started talking to Ward more and more. Melanie and I decided to step up and volunteer at our church VBS and we had SO much fun. I can't wait for this year. Watching kids grow through Jesus is the most amazing thing I've ever seen. I found my favorite bible verse and I keep it so close to my heart. Band camp started and I started to hangout with Jamie every day. That was an interesting time. Slutbucket.

School started back up again and I'm separated from my whole group of girls. It's terrible. Taylor and I were sitting together in first period and that sparked the greatest friendship ever. I love her, she neve fails to make me smile. I wasn't really all that close to Rachel until we started having bathroom adventures. I love her to death. She always makes my days and we are always laughing at something. Marching band was rough. We went all the way to states. We didn't win much at competitions. Ward and I started dating and he's one of the most amazing people I could've ever met. He's turned me back into a happy person. I'm not in an angry depression anymore. I stay up later and I live life. I love him, no doubt I've fallen so fast. Melanie and I grow closer and closer. She knows me better than anyone else. We're best friends and nobody can break us, no matter how hard they try. Joe and I grew alot closer last year. We've always been friends but for some reason, we grew even closer. He's always there to listen and respond with good advice. I ended the year by going to bed at 11:20 and waking up to a goodnight text from my love.