Days go by..

So, last night was beyond sad. I think it finally hit Brittany that this was her last band concert of the year. So, it's like ten at night when Jimeson finally ends that thing. I've never been more proud of a group of people. They are seriously the most amazing people in the world. Within the front row.. Brittany starts crying. I was like oh lord. I'm not so good with crying, but I'm not ready to imagine what will happen at graduation. I'm just gonna have to let life go on. The seniors this year have been my main friend group since I became close to them in Marching Band. I know they'll all go so far in life.. even if that means leaving me behind. (disliking) Next is watching my entire lunch table walk away (minus Kyle and Ashley). It stinks that all of them are leaving from Hannah, Julia, Felicia, Emily, to Brittany... I'm not sure what I would have done without them. Change is coming. Change may be for the best. I'd like to not think so, but I may have to force it upon me. I'm ready to make memories and forget about the part that everyone won't be coming back. I know they're my friends, but how many people actually will stay in touch with a freshman? Not a likely story. It's really not a good feeling that you've found where you belong and knowing that it's not gonna be the same place next year. I also have that feeling that you absolutely know you're gonna be friends with a person and they're never gonna forget you. They may stop talking to you every day because they don't see you, but they will always remember what happened and how amazing that person was. I found that person this year, but it's gonna kill me to watch graduation. Bah. I'm preparing for change as my insides cry out. Life is beautiful and so are my friends. They happen to be the reason I am who I am today. I give a lot of that credit to Brittany just because she is so ridiculously corruptive, but I love that she is. I'm gonna miss her like there isn't a tomorrow. ladfiasdf, I'm done with my soapbox.
XOXO
CMillaaa