Thank you.

Today was the last day of my final exams for freshman year... Tomorrow, I'm going to school for absolutely no reason. Oh well. This year has been one of the best experiences of my life. From silly drama to the bestfriends that came upon me, it's been fantastic. In all honesty, I wish my world would stay like it is right now. Without the people who cause me drama. I love my world as it is right now, and I don't want it to disappear. I know Brittany's like you'll be fine after graduation and next year will be okay, but I don't want to have to make new friends. I wanna stay where I'm at, but it looks like I have no other choice. I have to befriend others and make myself a new friend circle. Unlike what my aunt said, I do believe that at least one of the seniors graduating this year will stay my friend until the end of time. We've grown ridiculously close this year, but there is no way in the world I would want to trade that. Out of that friendship, my life has changed into a completely different person. It's also really scary that i'm like the miniature version of this person. I love you, Brittany. Thanks for making me a part of your friend circle, without you, this year would have been so different.

I tend to have more strange and violent thoughts lately. I'm feeling a somewhat mixture of emotions... sad, happy, violent, mad, hungry, angry. And I think they are all from the stress and this upcoming Saturday. It sucks more than anything that I have to watch them walk across that stage, but I'll be there supporting them, camera and all. They inspired me to one day be just like them. When I'm a senior, I hope I can influence a freshman just like they took me under their wings and showed me that high school is way more fun than being stuck with less people in the middle schools. This freshman year has been amazing, and I hope to never forget it. ♥
CMillaaa