I threw up this morning. It was nasty.
Today was okay. I still poured my heart out to D again. Woo. I seriously have no clue what I would have done with out him lately. I've been so emotional. I've lost twenty pounds. I can barely eat. I can barely sleep. I've gotten a lot closer to Haley and Brooke and I've called Melanie like so much lately. I miss how simple my life was. I volunteered myself away and only saw my family and Melanie's for weeks outside of church. I just miss my old self. I decide to let someone into my life and it just turned into an complete disaster. I love him more than the world and I wish he was still mine. I feel so lost now. I feel so angry. I feel so sick. I miss my life. Jesus, please heal my heart. I'm begging you.
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