For my brother...

I've been yelled at because I haven't blogged in a while.


Let's start off with, I have the absolute best group of girls in the whole wide world. Brooke is my brother, my home bro, my piccolo buddy. We're going to do manly things and have bromances and we get our licenses the same day. We both have forgotten how to do a 3 point road turn, and so it seems we must adventure to good ole F building and find TMitch, aahah. Haley makes me smile. We walk to her car to get her clarinet because she forgets it. Hahahah, I LOVE HER! Taylor and Taylor both have gotten me through everything lately. I've like poured my heart out to them. I honestly don't know how I could've functioned without them lately.

So, on to my rant. Do not promise me something and then completely change your mind. Just don't do it. Apparently I take things like way too seriously. I'm so angry at myself. I let a stupid boy come between me and some of the best friends I've ever had. I'm so stupid. They were talking about these ridiculous Valentine's Day flowers over the intercom this morning and I completely blew up. I was talking way louder than I thought I was. Yeah. Way to go me. I had to explain some things to Ms.Shore and she made me repeat "I am Carrie Miller and there is no one else like me" three times before I could leave her room. I continued on the day repeating that to myself. I ate lunch with Wogatzke and he really takes my mind off of things. He isn't a douchebag like Jimeson. I kinda miss my old life, but now I can focus on school and spend time with my friends and live for Jesus and be me. I feel like i'm about to have an emotional breakdown every day. I miss my old life, but God has some crazy plan for me, and dealing with this is just a part of it.

I was supposed to stay home and study last night for my AP world test. I ended up falling asleep during the 3rd quarter of the Super Bowl and spending the night at my mamaw's. I love my family. I really do. I don't know what i'd do without them. My grandparents are my heroes. They're my best friends. I know they'll always be there for me and love me no matter what happens. They're the greatest people I know. They fix me breakfast and let me come over whenever I want. I'd seriously be so lost without them. I love my mamaw and papaw more than the world. ♥