Lovely, You are lovely (:

A scab is not pretty, but it allows the healing to begin. -Darren Alexander

He's helped me so so so much over the past couple of days. I told him that I wasn't really all that sure I wanted to talk to him in the beginning because he doesn't know me as well as he knows who I wanted to talk about. He told me that I've always had a special place in his heart and that I alway will. D's the only person in the church like setting that I'm comfortable telling things to. He is unbelieveable at giving advice. I wish he would come back and visit. I could use a hug. In the end, I'm so glad I poured out my heart to him. God put him in my life for a reason, and I'm so terribly thankful.

I'm a really centered person on socializing, but I hate people. I decided I literally can trust four friends with my life. Haley, Brooke, Taylor and Melly would all be there for me in one split second. I know I can talk to any of them about anything and everything. They get to hear my spill about fat cows and love and lying and best friends every day and they still put up with me. It's unbelievable. I'd return the favor in a minute. I love all four girls with every fiber in my body. My life would be so ridiculously pointless without them. God knew I needed to be loved and he's sent the greatest people to show me that I deserve someone wonderful and someone who won't treat me like dirt. I really miss my life being so simple. I used to volunteer my life away and spend extra time with Mel and Kimmy, and now it's like school school school more school and then friends. It's exhausting. God's put me on one crazy roller coaster.

And another thing... Haley and Brooke are two of the most amazing humans that I know. They let me rant and are there when I need hugs. They got me two beautiful Valentine's roses today. They both told me that they love me more than they love any boy. That right there.... Is a true friendship. I have the absolute best friends I could ever want. I'm so lucky to be loved by my God. He put such great people in my life. I wouldn't trade them for anything.

Like Bro says,
Peace & blessings (::