Excellente!!

All the emotions of us together are engrained into my heart. Yes, I went through bipolar Carrie stage, but you were always the only person I wanted to talk to. I know we're not an "us" anymore, but I miss you more than you will ever, ever imagine. It felt like my life was being sucked out of me that day and every day after that. You, Ward, are my best friend. I trust you with everything. Everything. More than I trust anyone. I've never had a reason to completely lose our friendship. I never wanted all this mess to happen. I never wanted to turn into an angry human and be way over emotional. I'm glad my peeps had my back though.

This week has been grand. I'm much happier and I love riding with Haley and Jamesbear. They make me laugh so much in only that short amount of time. I'd be so lost without so many people.

I can't wait until tomorrow night. I love my girls.

Ps: Everyday is a great day to be alive. No matter what happens or how life is going. I thought I lost my best friend, but turns out that God was watching over me. I just needed time to heal. My scab is always going to be there, but right now, I'm totally okay with that.