The Three Cutest Girls in the Whole Wide World

Have you ever felt so alone in the world and like you're ugly and fat and atrocious?

Well, I've been in a bipolar mood lately and I've experienced like all of these emotions as a whole. I don't really have all that many close friends and I feel like all I do is talk about Ward and I'm so sorry. I do it without noticing. I try really hard to stop, but as people find out, I'm a chatterbox and will talk to you if you just listen. When Ward and I were going through that awkward stage, that was so freaking painful. I have never had a panic attack and he drove me into one because I was so worked up about losing our friendship. I told him yesterday that he is my best friend (other than Mel). He was the first guy to ever accept me and listen to everything I had to say. It kind of kills me how everyone is hating on him now that we aren't a couple. Granted, I did want to kill him, but I literally went "thank God" when he texted me the other night. I am not afraid to talk with him about anything, and by anything, I mean it. I figured out that all the time I texted him was when I was watching tv. I thank God so so so much to have him back in my world. I have missed him so much. I miss everything between us, but you can't turn back time. I love that boy, and I always will no matter where this roller coaster takes me.

On a grand note, yesterday was awesome. School went swell, I love the student teacher that subbed. She goes "Oh good Lord, that was a hot mess!" That was so funny! I love how I now have haters. I think it's hilarious that they think they can come in and tell a teacher who loves me, that I cheat. Mm, yeah, definitely how I got the answer wrong. After school, daddy brought me home and I got ready for Brooke's. Haley came and got me and we headed off to Hut of the Pizza and Lauren like made my night. She was hilarious because she went up and told them to turn the crap down on the radio. Funny stuff! Next is the talent show and I was so so so proud of Madi, Anna and Taylor. They are amazing and I love them all dearly. So, after that we head over to Bro's and we have a nice chat with her parents. Goodness, I love them! Her daddy like made my night. I just think he was so sweet and really funny. Her mom too. It feels good when people's parents like you and want their kid to hangout with you. I'm so lucky to have Mel, Brooke and Haley. I would be so lost without them. I thank God that they're my best friends and that they always will be. I love you guys (: